Feeling

It happens to everyone at some points in their life , to experience "Payah aku nak cerita benda ni dekat kau. Aku takut kau tak faham". 

It's human law of efficiency, we feel more but express less. We often find our mind completely loaded with everything, but we hardly find any exact word to describe our feeling and thought, at least to ourselves. 

"A lot of times, people don’t know what they want until you show it to them." -Steve Jobs

That's why reading books, listening music and watching movies are good for our souls. They are capable to mirror the feelings we cant describe, imagination we cant live or the idea we fail to present. One don't know what one's feel until others point out what the fuck it is. Just see how good we are when relating our feeling to random phrases thrown to us. (even sometimes they are not related, at all).

The limitation to what we read, listen and watch is like an enchanted threshold to what we can express. Until you break them hard, we will never feel the joy of a lucky gambler, the gratefulness of a survivor, the freedom of a criminal, the fear of a sinner on guillotine, the suspicion of judgmental dog, the passion of mocked artist, the insanity of a philosopher, the despair of starving refugee , the patience of prophet, the freedom of a criminal, the excitement of the coronated king , the pretentiousness of a poseur, the loneliness of only child, the hopelessness of cornered army , the loyalty of a butler, the liberalism of a revolutioner, the violence of a mass murderer or the exquisiteness of holy garden .