sebelas.

I wonder what will happen to my Facebook and blog when i have gone....

Does it seems like this? Do people realise my absentee and what their reactions are? Can I see those who cares and who dont? And am I bring enough changes to the world?


How about the notifications? Who's going to answer them?



Unless you experince it yourself,u will know that these feelings is extremely complicated to describe...

"Sebenarnya, sehingga pagi Isnin, waktu aku hisap rokok abah yang dia beli, tapi dia tak sempat nak hisap, aku masih.....," Mael,Oktober 2010


"Lepas arwah meninggal,akulah yang tolong pegang wallet dengan kad pengenalan arwah sementara nak bagi dekat ayah dia...." -Rafiq Hakim,2008


"Hang perasan tak punya ramai orang datang sampai penuh laman masa sembahyang jenazah arwah abang kau tadi...-Pak Ngah,July 2009.



And the technology turns it even Weird....!

"Kau tolong la setelkan pasal pengkebumian jenazah sekejap lagi..Aku nak uruskan sijil kematian arwah Pyol dekat Pejabat Pendaftaran dulu.Urusan insurans,wasiat,hutang belajar dia,KWSP dan penutupan akaun bank kita uruskan esok.Tapi nanti minggu depan ingatkan aku nak deactivate akaun Facebook dan blog arwah sekali.." -Wanita X,20XX...


Nama aku Pyol.Umur 20 tahun.Masih belajar dan tak ada pendapatan tetap.OK sekarang siapa nak jadi Wanita X?

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